Getting to Know me

This is my first time...
It doesn't hurt.

You'll get to know me, you may hate me...you may like me...you may already know me. Either way...this is me. The one and only. Feel free to comment, but remember I reserve the right to let you know mine. I don't promise to be nice.
I'll update as often as possible.
Buckle up...this could get interesting.


I'm 25 year old. I live in West Texas. I love it! I don't think I could imagine living anywhere else. I tried to leave twice. Once to a great city, I still love. But I nearly lost it all out there (that blog to come). Then to a small town to take a job at the Mental Institution. Nuff said!

Let me back up a sec...I'm a nurse. A New Nurse at that. June will be my one year anniversary. Currently, I'm working in Surigical Services, in Recovery. I pretty much like it. Somedays I want to stab my co workers, but hey who doesn't?! I've been here for going on 7 months now. Met some great people...met some worthless mother fuckers too. No offense to my readers (if I have any), why do the Mexican who work with me have to be so fucking lazy? YOUR JOB TITLE SAYS YOU HAVE TO WORK. Talk on the phone with your wife or girlfriend at home, don't waste my time at work. Yeah I can push this patient myself, but you aren't gonna sit around and breath all my oxygen. Get off your ass of fucking help me. When I need you to translate something for me, just do it. Excuse me for being white...no wait..not excuse me...you're in my country where we speak english, so fuck you. Learn the language. You might lay there in pain, maybe that'll motivate you to learn to tell me your hurting. Moaning Ey Ey Ey 4 million times doesn't tell me anything, you could be having an orgasm for all I know. Tell me your hurting-because my coworker is on the phone for the millionth time today and is too fucking stupid to come help or to translate what your saying to me. If you puke, at least I'll know your nauseated, I can fix that. My charge nurse who is knocking on 60 years old sits around and texts all day. Hello- your a little late for the 21st century. "I'm a charge nurse, I"m not obligated to take patients" Well excuse me-I'll let this one die because your a charge nurse and can't the 4th patient who just rolled through the door. Let me push my other 3 over so I can accomadate you. FUCK...get off your ass and help!!! And quit treating me like I can read your mind. I haven't mastered that art yet, and when I do, I'm not working here any more. So put your phone down, and come take some patients. In this department we take call...Don't bitch about when it's your turn to take call. You signed up for this shit...just do it. Sure it ain't fun, but hell, you could be scrapping bugs off windshields with your fingernails. It's Monday, you're on call, So don't make plans, ok. But I really do like my job, I just don't like some of the people I work with!

Notice I didn't post a picture? Good. I'm not going to either. I'll just tell you, I'm beautiful. Don't believe me, who cares. I'm not here to impress you. This is me, this is the very core of me. I'm telling you things I can't say out loud. I may even give juicey details. You can judge me all you want, God's is the ONLY judgement I care about. I am a Christian. I know Jesus is risen and alive, and on my side. He loves me unconditionally. My phyisque shouldn't mean anything to you anway, what matters is inside.

I have an interest in the guy at work (no, not the lazy mexican). For all purposes he will be known henceforth as, The Shy Guy At Work. Ok? Blog to come. The Shy Guy At Work scares me because he is totally not what I've been attracted to in the past...he's sweet!! And he is soo cute when he smiles because he nostrils flare a little!!
Well I'm at work right now, so I'm goin to close this blog, they're workin on a case right now. 11 MVA's last night, got 3 broken femurs to deal with. Glad I'm not on call!

Peace-