Wednesday Wish List

I hate being an adult. I hate being told day after day, "welcome to the real world". I hate it. I get the lecture from my parents alot. Especially after I get home from work. God forbid I come home and gripe about working a fucking 12 hour shift. I usually get the "we worked all day too". Bullshit, you sit in a chair infront of a computer all day. Sure, about 15% of my day is that, but the other 85% is spent trying to get pain meds to people. Making sure they don't choke on their own vomit. Trying to understand the 15th mexican who rolled through and refuses to speak to me in english. Pushing the 500 hundred pound man to his room without aggrivating the hernias I'm working on. And keeping up with the current chart as the next patient rolls through and finds his way to my bay. Then getting my sorry 30 minute break to go hoover some lunch over the sink in the break room. Yeah, I'm pretty sure their day isn't that shitty. And I get the cold shoulder for gripping about how tired I am when I come home from work. I run fucking marathons all day. I work my ass off, I deserve to come home and sit on my ass and to be left alone.
Which brings me to wishing I already had the 20% down payment for a house. I'm 25 years old and I still live at home. I can't get the money saved up fast enough!! I love my parents don't get me wrong. I come and go like I please. I live by my own rules, but SHIT. I am still treated like I'm 15. I make a decent amount of money, that goes in my bank account, that pays my bills, and I'm still gettin lectured on how to spend it. FUCK-I'm so sick of being scared to spend my own money...Somebody please shoot me.

Chinese Anesthesiologist is in China for 4 weeks. Then I'm off for 2 weeks when he gets back...
I was told he wasn't going to China to get married...

My life is a fucking 3 ring circus...I want to be the lion tamer...

FUCK