Chantix Dreams and Cigarette Nightmares

I started taking Chantix so I can quit smoking...I had my last cigarette last night. Right now all I can think about is how wonderful a nice Camel Menthol No. 9 would taste. It's smooth menthol flavor finding it's way from my lips to my lungs, and then a reverse trip out as I exhale it's wonderful Turkish and Domestic blend. DAMN what I wouldn't give for a cigarette!!!

But seriously, I'm gonna quit. Cigarettes are like $400 a pack these days...and the hospital where I work is going "Tobacco Free" in July. I work a 12 hour shift, I can't go 12 hours without a cigarette...so I just quit. They say when you quit to also quit doing things that always made you want to have a cigarette the worst...Ok so I'll quit eatting and talking on the phone. That ought to take care of my fucking urge to have a cigarette. And when I have a bad day at work, I'll just have me a nice celery stick, cuz we all know they are FUCKING full of the wonder drug that is nicotene. Or how bout chew some gum--whatever!!! Ok...seriously..I'm done...If I say cigarette one more time, I'm going to buy some...

Being on Chantix makes me have nightmares...or so they say. So far I've dreamt about getting nailed by Edward Cullen. It was great sex too...like my legs up around my head-wild pig fuckin sex is what it was! It was fantastic! Too bad it was a dream! But the other dreams I've had? One about a guy I work with who is meaner than shit; another about a guy who I work with who is sleeved out on both sides in tats, he's fucking gorgeous, with those sleepy-I-Just-Woke-up eyes, and I'm pretty sure he fell out of the I-wanna-fuck-you-tree and hit every branch on the way down. WHOOOOOOO...anyway the dream-he was asleep in my bed, and I woke up without any clothes on...you do the math! So far no "night mares". I'll keep you updated on the details! If I keep having sex dreams, there may not be enough batteries in the world!! bbbbzzzzzzz

I took a class this weekend-ACLS-Advanced Cardiac Life Support. The Shy Guy At Work was in the class. I had been told he was a quiet guy, didn't talk much, and certainly wouldn't spark any kind of conversation with anyone, except is arrogant cousin who works in OR. Well wouldn't you know, The Shy Guy At Work and I hit it off. We talked ALOT over the weekend. Some of it was about the class...but we hit topics like Golf (Thank you Dad!!!), cell phones, and buying houses. He even asked me why I live where I do. So is this kid interested? or am I wishful thinking?! Needlesstosay, he wasn't quiet around me... :) ok, so I giggled a bunch while typing that-FUCK YOU!
Oh--we both passed the class!!!

Ok...it's my day off...I need to get up and do something-
PS-is it against the rules to post more than once a day?!